A Boring Day

17-Nov-09,Tue

It's going to rain.The sky turns cloudy in a sudden like my mood.I'm still in Subang Jaya.OMG!!!It's still 3 weeks left,cannot wait anymore.I need to go back as I am freaking out here...I can imagine i'm eating the food cooked by my mum...ooo...suddenly i feel hungry...wahaha...sot...Last night,I promised Fui Yin,my housemate to watch 2012 today but I feel giddy so at last I broke the promise...hehe...sorry...Actually it contains a bit of lazy and could not wake up so early...lol...

While I'm planning to go to collect my cloths,oops!!!the sky turns bright again...what the hell it's going on...kidding with me???

Sigh...I will go back to school next week and imagine that I have to study almost 9 hours a day(from 8 am-5 pm) because of LAN subject,Malaysian Studies...MOE sucks...it's kinda torture.
It's not only the end of AS exam but also the beginning of A2 exam...

被骗了！！！

15-11-09，陰天

看到那些照片我突然间有一种被骗的感觉，而这种感觉另我很不耐烦。原来他们真的在一起了。他曾经跟我说他喜欢（？？？）可是为什么他现在却跟别的女生在一起。他说过不管怎样他都会坚持到底一直到她接受他为之，可是现在又怎么一回事。曾经把他看成是一位能够依靠和信的过的男生，但一切都改变了只能够当他是普通朋友而不是好朋友。我得知那个女生不是一个好女生，做作，虚伪，不讨人喜欢。也许爱情是盲目的这句话是对的是不能否认的。

当初他跟我说他喜欢？？？，我还为他担心因为他自己的好朋友也喜欢？？？。因为怕他们之间的友谊破裂,我一直保守这个秘密直到昨天我忍不住把这件事告诉了大姐。一下子就松了一口气可是心种仍然有一种不满的感觉。为什么呢？应该是被所为一直很信任的好朋友骗了吧。而他的msn account我都删除了！会不会太绝呢？他应该也不会在乎吧。有了女朋友眼里就没有别人了！三年多的友谊只能够到这里了吗？不知所措。。。当我又跟他见面的时候我要用什么表情什么太度什么眼光对他呢？