Nightmares Queen...

I thought everything will be fine after my statement of entry stuff had been settled.But I still keep making nightmares.It's sorta horrifying and terrible nightmares.Even taking nap also will make nightmare.What's your feeling when you seeing someone digging somebody eyes out and keep bleeding?ewww...gross...Damn it!Is it because I'm too stressed?...maybe...Guess I might do the closing ceremony of nightmares only after exam.sigh...What a stress life!Is it God wants me to become stronger and tougher by giving me such hard task?Totally exhausted...Only God knows my pain.O'Lord,please strengthen me and guide me through this.In Jesus name I pray,Amen.

Pasar malam...

Pasar malam!!!Went to pasar malam with Kam Leng and Suk Qing.It's kinda fun.I bought a short pants.Luckily it fits me...fuh...I was told by Suk Qing,Kam Leng almost broke.Lolx...As a kind person,I advised her to eat porridge from now onwards.It's like kill two birds with one stone(save money and keep fit)...hahahaha...She really bought a lot,clothes and accessories until forgot to eat.Alamak!!!At last,we ended up with da bao fried rice with sambal.Not bad.I need to redo my account.I didn't expect I'll buy that short pants.I managed to buy some food for my cousin as a breakfast tomorrow.Hope they like it.^^

Just to.........

Have a nice conversation with mum just now.But it was cut off by dad.We talked a lot.It took us about...um...half an hour maybe...?He asked mum is it no need credit to talk?How sad!On that moment,I began to cry!I keep thinking,is he hates me?Since when I have that feeling?I have no idea.Maybe after my A Levels result was out.Man is realistic.Even our family is not excluded.Being asking myself for so many times,you love me because I got good result in my primary school and lower secondary school?I told Nikki about this.She said I think too much!The answer is MAYBE!There is no affirmation.Yes,I failed my maths and econs.But I passed my law.But it isn't enough for me to get into uni.I need 2 passes!I hate maths!Seriously!I can't help myself from stop crying.Maybe it's the way for me to relieve myself.Crying is not a crime!
You have not been calling me for so long.Since I came out to KL,it's just three to four times.
I think I'll feel awkward when we meet.Gosh...!!!I hate that feeling!Shouldnt be like this!If you didnt insist me to study law,will it become like this?I love you so much!But you really hurt me.It's pain!Im crying alone in the room.You wont know I nearly killed myself before the final exam.I continued my life because of you!I studied law because of you!I keep persuaded myself you forced me because of my own good!Only mum knows me.She gives me support she cares about me she worried about me.But you did not!You said something bad behind me!You did not believe me!Anyway,you're my dad.It's reality.I expect something good from you.I hope you really love me just because I'm your daughter.I love you Dad!I'll always keep you in my prayer.

送给你的歌...

<因为.所以>
是你给我那美丽的梦,
叫我如何去忘记,  
浪漫的情景满满的爱,
让我彻底的沉溺在你怀里~
*** 因为爱了所以不想放弃,
因为相信所以一直等待,
因为你所以我活得更有意义,
恳求你让我一直爱下去,
让我好好珍惜你~~
那是我们美丽的爱情,
那么纯净那么单纯,  
写完这篇我觉得~
我更爱你了~~~


作者:卢晓君

It's time to get rid of my stress...

Hey...it's Friday!!!Two more papers to go.It's kinda hard especially law paper.My Contracts law was dying.Well,Im not really well-prepared for this time trial exam.A bit regret and sad.It's ok it's alright.Im going to work hard for my final exam.Is it?HAHA...KC going to leave tonight.So sad!!!We had been stayed together for at least 3 months.But how to do?This is a hard decision for her too.Oh...We threw out a party for her.It's a bit special because it's a birthday party+farewell party.LOL...(and tell u guys a secret,,,her real birthday is on Sep)LOL again..gonna miss her.I will!There's a lot of sweet memory between us.She likes my cooking.haha...I know that.She said everytime she came out from her room she will smell my cooking and feel like wanna straight away swallow all my cookings.Like a hungry monster!!!We ate pizza together...went to BBQ Plaza together.Wow...Could hardly believe that she's going to leave us.I hope she'll learn a lesson from that terrible DISASTER!Be careful KC...Disaster will happen anytime.Take care and Bon Voyage!Do miss us...

她的爱情故事

他跟她曾经同校过。他们是在运动会时候认识的。起初她对他的印象不是很好觉得男孩很花心。女孩会有这样的想法也是因为他在运动会的时候看上了一个女生。可是他追不到她。在运动会时男孩跟女孩讨了电话号码女孩也给了因为男孩说运动会溜出去玩的时候可以联络。运动会过后他们很常联络。后来不知道什么时候也不知道什么原因他就开始追她。每天放学他都会在校门等女孩想跟他一起走回家。每次他到家他都会跟女孩说慢走。女孩觉得很奇怪也很好笑。过不久他就跟她表白。她答应了！女孩早上去学校都会经过男孩的家。奇怪的是他们每天早上都会碰到。原来他都在窗口那里注意女孩。头头男孩的妈妈不允许他们交往。女孩很难过。可是为了他为了他们的爱她很努力。因男孩的爸爸已过世所以他们全家人都搬去另外一个地区。他们的距离越来越远。女孩很不高兴想放弃但男孩一直坚持。后来他们没分手还继续交往。男孩周末一有空就回来看女孩。他们见面的时间很少但他们很快乐。虽然在幸福当中有时闹得不愉快，但他们都熬了过来。终于男孩的妈妈不反对他们交往了。女孩很高兴。女孩一想到她已得到他家人的肯定她就会傻笑。当然她也知道她并不是最好的。他们分过很多次。到最后还是在一起。原因是女孩总是不相信男孩。女孩常常问男孩奇奇怪怪的问题。有一次她问他对她的爱是否有淡掉？男孩回答说，“没有，热情得很。”女孩觉得这个答案很好笑不过也很感人。每次想起就会傻笑。因为某些原因他们分了。男孩不喜欢悲伤可是悲伤总是围绕着他。而这些悲伤都是女孩带给他的。可是男孩从来没有怪过她还仍然那么爱她。到了现在他还是深深地爱着她。女孩很感动不知道要怎么报答他。矛盾。。。

2010 Valentine's Day

14/2/2010,celebrated Valentine's Day in Genting Highlands...lots of people selling roses...unexpected things happened...my dad bought a stalk of rose for my mum.What a wonderful moment!LOL...It's a fresh pink rose.Not bad.And of course my mum was happy with it.Haha...Roses,is a symbol of love,right?One is enough to show their love towards their beloved.So sweet and I'm not going to forget this enchanting moment.It made me so touched.