Fear...

Mum called me just now.The feeling of fear comes into my mind.Why am I so afraid?Never have this super duper lousy feeling before.I fear my dad will scold me again.Seriously hates this kind of feeling.He is my dad.I shouldn't have this feeling.hmmm...I can't help myself for having this feeling(innocent look).I'm SO scared we talked for too long and keep answering my mum question with emm...emm...emm...dare not to talk too much.I felt relieved when my mum told me he slept ored!I was like fuh......
Actually I missed two calls from mum just now as I went to take bath.I saw my dad's number appeared on my phone.I was so happy and contains a bit of...nervous?So I called back.Guess I heard whose voice?It's my mum.A bit sad.I expected my dad to answer the phone.It's ok it's alright.I'm the one who used to cuddle with my dad,but now I feel awkward.Keep querying myself why???!